I want to miss you
without being called hormonal.
Am I the girl who’s never normal,
or just the ghost
dragging angels into immoral?
They say, “she is the death you chose,”
“she was sent to destroy you.”
I fed the storm inside your chest,
I made your heart a battlefield, a chess.
You were sleeping soundly
when I drug you from your bed—
every bloodshed, every wound to the head,
pulling you down into my abyss,
and you thought this life would be a bliss.
I shadowed you through every street,
my chaos humming beneath your feet.
No turn, no prayer, no locked-up door
could save you from what I had in store.
I slept beside you, lips like steel,
my claws in shadow, my teeth conceal.
I struck in stillness, unseen, complete—
your heart my prey, my nightly feast.
The body you whisper of lies cold, stripped bare,
your screams claw nothing but the empty air.
I am a beautiful terror, fanged and divine,
blooming from death like a blood-soaked vine.
Now they’re in the streets, screaming burn the witch,
I am the bitch with the hungriest pitch.
Your hate is my feast, your fear my crown,
I am the predator you cannot drown.
If I’m as deadly as you claim I am,
then why hasn’t my next victim ran?
If my touch is poison, my love a crime,
why does your fear still taste like wine?
If I’m as deadly as your stories say,
then why does no one turn away?
If my kiss kills, if I bring doom,
why do they beg to share my tomb?
But I am flesh, not phantom flame,
I dream of love, I bleed the same.
Not every woman’s born for hell—
I’m more than what your stories tell.
I dream, I fear, I bleed, I yearn,
I only wanted love’s return.
My tears aren’t curses, they’re just rain,
a mortal girl who knows of pain.
I’m not the monster hiding under men’s beds,
I’m the ghost that weeps for the words unsaid.
A woman who loved until she bled,
not some nightmare their mothers fed.
I’m not the monster hiding under men’s beds,
I’m the girl who cries for the life she shed.
I built my heart from the things I’ve lost,
and paid for love at too high a cost.
I want to miss you without the shame,
without the warning, “she’s unstable.”
But maybe love was never tame—
maybe love was always meant
to be a little fatal.
They aimed for my heart; they went for blood.
I wander naked in the public glare,
heart in hand, stripped painfully bare.
Begging to be seen through their fright and scorn,
just a woman who loved, who bled, who mourned.
Chloe