eulogy 4
Jesus, I am bleeding, torn apart,
The nymph inside me claws at my heart.
She whispers lies in the dead of night,
Turns my body into a battlefield of fight.
I’ve walked through fire I should not know,
Chased shadows where I should not go.
The adulterer inside me laughs and preens,
Shredding the peace I’ve never seen.
Lord, I am screaming, lost, undone,
Every sin I’ve kissed weighs a ton.
I am drowning in lust, in shame, in sin,
And only You, Jesus, can pull me in.
Come, wield Your light like a sword,
Hunt the darkness with Your holy Word.
Strike the nymph from my veins, my soul,
Heal the cracks, make me whole.
I cannot fight her—I am too weak,
I cannot flee; I cannot speak.
She is fire, and I am ash,
Trapped in her storm, her cruel lash.
Jesus, I beg You, do not delay,
Do not turn Your righteous face away.
Save me from the hunger, the craving, the sin,
Breathe into me, let Your mercy in.
I am Yours, though I’ve betrayed,
Though I’ve wandered, though I’ve strayed.
Cleanse me, Lord, from the night inside,
Tear the nymph away—let Your Spirit guide.
Chloe